My hair atm ~

hey guys ~
Just to start of this new month, i shall post a update about my hair atm.
And it's short and pastel xD

I always wanted to have pastel hair and i finally did it! It took me alot of bleaching again and my hair is officially done with the bleachifying.. it dries and dies my hair alot.
 The short hair was done about 4 weeks ago, and i just decided to do it, when i went straight to my nearby hairdresser. I find short hair very beautiful too and  i hoped it looked good on me as well, since i'm awfully inspired by Yapo's gorgeous short hair cut.
But unfortunately not alot of good reactions came out, since people are just not used to me having short hair.. and ofcourse lots of laughs and staring every day makes my daily routine complete now xD
I always know that i have alot of stares when i have colored hair. But for some reason it became worse since my hair is also short.. Or it's just my paranoia. Ohwell.
I know that this wonderful (sarcasm) country i live in, does not have many knowledge of the fashion that i like and people are just ignorant enough to hate and laugh at everything that seems different to them.
Yes i admit it is very hard to deal with this crap every day.. but if i really cared about everyone i already had dyed my hair brown-or black and wore super normal clothes that everyone wears here.
I just wouldn't be happy if i had to live on everyone's opinions. 
And even though i hate stares and hate it that everyone is just a bitch about how i look, i still try to don't give a fuck.
But i still wish that people would just leave me alone, and let me do whatever the hell i want with myself.
I will never be like the mainstream society here, never was and never will be.


And to end this rant i shall show you guys my final hair pictures!