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Newest Broken dolls works.

[Ice dragon]

[Black widow]

Hello hello ~ 
Well i've been busy with my "Broken dolls" series lately and managed to make 2 in one week!
I wanted a dragon and a spider/creepy theme with lots of glitz in it ~ 
I felt like the glitter make the pictures less boring, i dont know why but i like it better this way haha. 

there is moar to come for sure, since i want to try to make a series of ten pics!
so challenging  ~ 

Come back.

[Pastel Galaxy]

[Healing process]


Hi guys,
It's been awhile since i've written my last post.
Well it's almost been a month ago when i got out of the hospital and i'm happy to say that my skin has healed completely and that i can do the treatments that they teached me all on my own.
Well lots of things has changed into my life, especially my daily routine from now on.When i got out i got loooads and loooads of medication creams and bandage to bring home with me that's worth of 600-700 euro's.. mad expensive.... but i'm so happy that i got insurance for all of this, or else we couldn't even afford it.. = =

Since i had a break these few months because of my illness, i needed to create something again, and ofcourse when i was in the hospital i was sketching all my ideas for the Broken doll's series, but since my story itself could be interesting, i wanted to use that as a subject as well. Even though i'm not proud to have atopic eczema, i'm emberassed of it and i truly hate to be one of the million to have this disease. But i accepted it a long time ago that i can't change it and that i have to deal with this my whole life. 
What you see in this picture is me wearing my (clean) bandage that i have to change and cut out myself every  2-3 days. I have this covered for my whole body. So i cut out the bandage for my legs, arms, feet and chest-stomach area. I also got special gloves to wear overnight or day.
In the beginning it was a lot of work and time to get used to this, but since i'm doing this for a month now, i can change myself in 15 min or less. Wich used to be 30-60 minutes before.

I have to apply 5 types of cream almost every day.
-Hormone cream
-Lichte(light) and donkere(dark) teerzalf (i dont know the english name for it > < but it's cream that stops the itching
and infection in the skin)
-Hormone cream for the face
-Moisturising cream

When i was in the hospital  i used all 5 every day i was there.
But now that i'm home again i have to use less so my skin gets used to that routine as well.

The light and dark Teerzalf was used twice a day for my whole body, the hormone cream for places where it was infected and irritated the most and moisturising cream for whenever my skin felt dry.

My daily routine now consists only of hormone cream every 2 days and light Teerzalf twice a day, and the dark Teerzalf for red and irritated areas on days where i feel like applying it.

I'm all used to this now but ofcourse i'm still annoyed to get up even earlier in the morning to apply my cream before school, but i'm getting quicker in applying it, so it's not that of a disaster.
I also have check-ups where i have to go back to the hospital, at first it was once or twice a week, but since my last check-up the doctor was really positive about my results and said i did a good job taking care of it. So now i only have to go back once every 2 weeks, wich i'm really happy about since i have to travel 2,5- 3 hours to even get there! xO

I'm really happy how my skin is now and i hope to get off these bandages soon when summer starts xD for now it's okay since it's still winter and all, it feels cozy and warm when sleeping in my cold cold bed haha.

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I also started again with my Broken Doll's series and i made my second picture last night! It's called "Pastel Galaxy" (first picture) and i wanted to make alien-ish bruised blue-lilac pastel girl with lots of glitter hehe. I'm gonna make more characters soon, but for now i felt like i had to do another galaxy themed thing.

I also got sponsored some new lenses, so there will def be more reviews in the future! ~ 
I hope to catch up with all the things i wanted to do haha.
Thank you for reading this far if you wanted to haha, hope you all have a lovely
valentines day!!

xoxo 

Long time no update.

[Negative Space]

[Wither]

[Forced bride]



Hello hello ~
And happy very late 2014 to all!
I've been gone for a few months and it has a big reason behind it ofcourse.
I normally dont post super personal things in here but, i'm just gonna tell that i've been really sick since november till.. now.. And it got so worse that i'm in the hospital right now, and that i have to stay here for at least a week.
Well the reason of me being sick has to do with my skin. It's very infected and i had to deal with this for months with nobody helping me, or knowing what to do...
After lots of useless appointments with dermatoligists and doctors they FINALLY send me to a advanced hospital that finally took me seriously.
So the appointment at the hospital took place yesterday and i could immediately stay the night the day after, wich is today.
So yeah i'm typing this in my hospital bed and this will be my very first night xD
It's kinda scary since i've never been in a hospital so long before.. and well the scary stuff starts tomorrow morning.. i will have blood tests and start out with a new skin cream that has to heal my skin somehow.
It has some side effects to it, but i will be finding that out tomorrow..

And yeah my recent piece that i made, is the one at the top "Negative Space"
(inspired by Saccstry again)
I made that one on a day i actually felt a bit better..(last week) but ofcourse right after that i felt immediately sick again = =.. I was planning to make a series out of it, called "Broken dolls" with the ideas i had in my mind for a long while now. but i guess i have to scrap that plan as well.. for now.
I hope when i get out of here, i'll be able to continue with this. But for now i have to heal and wait..

The other two ones are some older pieces made in oktober - november.
I could say that "Wither" describes perfectly of how i'm feeling right now and probably looking as well.. if it wasn't that extreme i wouldn't be here in the first place = =..

Well this was all i could tell for now, there will be upcoming reviews in the future, but that will be when i'm fully restored ~

Hope you all have a pleasant day ~

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Updated works ~ Saccstry inspired art!

[Angel]

[Bear with me..]

[Abandoned]

Hello hello 
It has been awhile since i've been updating my personal projects.
The first one [Angel] is my newest project so far, that i've finished last night.
It was inspired from Saccstry's artwork: [link]



And i tried to remake it as close as possible!
At the end i forgot to do the neck and shirt part but i left it that way,
so you can still see that it's me, instead of the orginal drawing a bit xD

The part on my face is done by make-up, including the eyes etc. And i was wearing a white wig for this shoot. I edited the rest in Photoshop and tried to make my face symmetrical just like the way it was drawn in the original.

I have to say that this has been my hardest edit so far. In total i've been editing over 5 hours
till 2.30am.  But it was worth every little bit! I enjoyed doing this project and i hope to do more Saccstry inspired pictures in the future!

If you dont know Saccstry, you should def check her out!!
Her art is cute mixed with creepy and gore and it's just amazing ~



The second [Bear with me..] and the third one [Abandoned] has also been in my head for awhile and i made them 1,5 weeks ago. As always i was greatly inspired by
the Birthday Massacre and some plastic
to create some spooky being.

The story behind this is that a vampire lost her soul a long time ago when she was made into a vampire. Her long lost soul tries to haunt her and make her new life unbearable.
So she follows her everywhere and hopes to get back in her old body again.

Haha probably makes no sense at all, but it kind of fits this picture!




Aniwoo, i hope anyone liked it and have a nice day ~~ 

thank you for reading!

xoxo